mumble

have u ever been in love?

horrible, isn't it? it makes U so vulnerable. it opens ur chest & opens ur heart & it means dat sum1 can get inside U & mess U up. U build up all these defenses. U build up this whole armor, for years, so no one can hurt U, then 1 stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into ur stupid life...U give them a piece of U. they dun ask for it. they do sumthing dumb 1 day, like kiss U or smile at U, then ur life isnt urs anymore. love takes hostages. it gets inside U. it eats U out & leaves U crying in d darkness, so simple phrase like 'maybe we shud juz b a frens' turns into a glass splinter working its way into ur heart. it hurts. not juz in d mind. it's a soul hurt, a body hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain.

I hate love.

every girl wanna find sum1 she can b herself in front of..
d one she can say anything to..
d one she can laugh, smile & cry with..
d one she can lay with, & yet she can fight with..
and at d end of d nite,
he's still crazy bout her.