kealpaan aku

i dun know where 2 start..ermmm, let me starts it by saying :

"i'm sowri"

am i being too emotional?? hell yeah I am...but only wif those i love n care - family n frens...so even tiny-miny lil' thing dat u said n done -even by accident- always mean sumthng 2 me...it juz capture my heart....but when it comes 2 others, i dun giv a damn what they wanna say bout me, they jz dun affect me at all....cz i dun lead my life on what people thought of me.....it always u dat matters, not them!

hurmm....i feel bad bout myself when 1 of my buddies told me dat i hardly notice her feelings....sowri dear....teruknye aku kan....thnx 4 acknowledging me on dat, i'll fix it....i guess being d only gurl in d family makes me dat...d attention has always b on me till i barely care 4 others...

well, i guess what i'm saying sounds more like an excuses 2 u...
so i better stop here...

" i've learned dat we dun have to change frens. if we understand dat frens change.
i've learned dat we r responsible 4 what we do, no matter how we feel.
i've learned dat either u control ur attitude, or it controls u.
i''ve learned dat sumtimes when i'm angry i hav d right 2 b angry, but dat doesnt giv me d right 2 b cruel.
i've learned dat juz bcoz sum1 doesnt luv u d way u want them too, doesnt mean they dun luv u wif all they hav.
i've learned dat u cant make sum1 luv u. all u can do is b sum1 who can b loved, n d rest is up 2 them.
i've learned dat no matter how much i care, sum people juz dun care back."

i'm truly sowri guys....

p/s : hope u guys still love...
p/ss : i'll try 2 behave...